I'm doing it!

It's not every day, friends....not even every other day...but 2 and usually 3 times a week I have been running. I hate it. I hate how it hangs over me...I feel guilty not finding time to do it...I feel guilty for the times I fit it in and let something else I should be doing go. I hate the cramps and being in the cold...so mostly I hate it...and I will tell you that it's a love hate relationship running in my neighborhood. I hate how I keep going because I am sure the car I heard behind me is someone I know and I sure don't want to embarrass my self by being too slow...too winded...too out of shape...but I love how I think that at the same time...it keeps me running and not just giving up and going with the walking. But I LOVE how I feel after...how when you stop..the sweat comes and you feel hot and tired...and accomplished...... but mostly I love being able to tell Riggs I ran that day...that is enough to keep me doing it. So I am breaking away to run...so far so good..and happy to report that I have dentist and doctor visits on the calendar!